feeling~

i am now in my hometown,
where is very near from his house.

while i on the way back from penang ,
in the bus...
the memory just flash back like a movie.

he will always likes to appear in front of me without my realize,
give me a big hug and said lovely "welcome back, dear."
he helps me carry the big luggage and give me one bottle of mineral water
because he knew...
i m never drink in the bus,
he just knew it.

i still rmb, i used to frown when i feel stress,
he will press it with his fingers softly and said
" no worries, i always here for u."

but now, there are nobody.
i have Nobody...

暗恋－Z-chen

现在很想念他。

今天是分手第五个月了，怎么走在一起的时候，都没这么快过呢？
转眼，我们就离开对方五个月了，而你和另个她也过着第五个月吧。

我现在一个人，在房间，听着你和我常听的专辑，
里头有我和你的名字，是他签名时写上去的，愿我们爱情甜蜜。
讽刺～
现在听着，看着，我觉得一切都好讽刺，

我很想关掉，但...这却只能是我对你仅仅的怀念。
好想忘记，就像忘记呼吸一样，好难...
大家都不会看见我在呼吸，只要我不让自己窒息就好，
不让想念...到窒息~

我说，
我想他了。。
他有想起我吗？
我，可以找他吗？
他，会理我吗？

稻草人

听着歌，一个人在房间。
开始，又来乱想了...

坐在椅子上，从窗外看出去，很远很远...
看着车辆在马路上来来往往的，
我到底在看什么呢？

心，莫名奇妙抽痛，
我不敢跟别人提，
凭什么？
没有人会了解，因为...
我自己住在自己的心里。

想.念

love and time

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."


http://www.indianchild.com/love_and_time.htm

DREAM

i dream of him just now, it was really feel not good..

i saw his eyes again, which the eyes were full of unconcernedly.
i cried in the dream because of his indifferent
i don know why until now i still under control of him..

please, don get influence by him anymore, it was just a dream and meant nothing.
please, i talk to myself..
please...please....

i scare and i worry...
i don wan dream of him again ...
don wan!!!

good job, heidi~

鼓励掌声一下啦。。

我今天很勇敢的，不哭，不叫，不喊。。
只是少少的吵，少少的惊讶。。。
在短短的半小时，
捐了300 ml 的血，
是我的血，还热热的。。

哇哈哈。。真的觉得很爽，
我终于做了件＂伟事＂叻，有很爽哦～

要继续，坚持下去，虽然被老妈骂，
但是，放心，我不会放弃的^^

proud to myself, ^^V

月亮代表我的心

现在这一刻，我真的很想哭，不知道为什么，我只想哭。

月亮很美很圆，从小到大，我总爱看月亮，
看她的美，她的亮，更希望在月亮的另一头出现一些其它人看不到的东西。

为什么今天的月亮这么美，我却越看越难过呢？

这几天我都很累，很累，活的像不是自己在活着。
我在逼自己，把自己逼的像一个玩偶，被一个戴着面具的自己控制着，无法呼吸。

最后，眼泪还是掉了。