稻草人

听着歌，一个人在房间。
开始，又来乱想了...

坐在椅子上，从窗外看出去，很远很远...
看着车辆在马路上来来往往的，
我到底在看什么呢？

心，莫名奇妙抽痛，
我不敢跟别人提，
凭什么？
没有人会了解，因为...
我自己住在自己的心里。

想.念

love and time

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."


http://www.indianchild.com/love_and_time.htm

DREAM

i dream of him just now, it was really feel not good..

i saw his eyes again, which the eyes were full of unconcernedly.
i cried in the dream because of his indifferent
i don know why until now i still under control of him..

please, don get influence by him anymore, it was just a dream and meant nothing.
please, i talk to myself..
please...please....

i scare and i worry...
i don wan dream of him again ...
don wan!!!

good job, heidi~

鼓励掌声一下啦。。

我今天很勇敢的，不哭，不叫，不喊。。
只是少少的吵，少少的惊讶。。。
在短短的半小时，
捐了300 ml 的血，
是我的血，还热热的。。

哇哈哈。。真的觉得很爽，
我终于做了件＂伟事＂叻，有很爽哦～

要继续，坚持下去，虽然被老妈骂，
但是，放心，我不会放弃的^^

proud to myself, ^^V

月亮代表我的心

现在这一刻，我真的很想哭，不知道为什么，我只想哭。

月亮很美很圆，从小到大，我总爱看月亮，
看她的美，她的亮，更希望在月亮的另一头出现一些其它人看不到的东西。

为什么今天的月亮这么美，我却越看越难过呢？

这几天我都很累，很累，活的像不是自己在活着。
我在逼自己，把自己逼的像一个玩偶，被一个戴着面具的自己控制着，无法呼吸。

最后，眼泪还是掉了。

值得感恩的２０１０年

2010年的最后一天，我有什么话想说呢？
好想说些什么的，但...却不懂该怎么写出来。

不是，不是，不是...
是，是，是...
一切的是非都该放下了，
我要感激，谢谢每一个出现在我身边的人，
谢谢每一个在我面前哭的人，
更要感谢爱我的人...

我不敢说我变了，
但我只能说，我认识了很多事情，
我会享受我改变的每一个过程。

真的好多东西想说，但...我真的写不出来了。

不让去年的秋天遗憾了明年的秋天。

I AM BACK

发生很多事情，人真的会变的很累很累。。
我不想再去想了，
朋友，如果还爱我，还疼我的话，
那从今以后，不要在我面前提起他了。
一句一字都不要，我不想知道他任何东西，任何消息。

我只想好好的活下来，
好好的爱我家人，
好好的爱我的朋友，
好好爱我自己。。。

he is a jerk...
he is rubbish..
but i appreciate what he has give me..
what he has teach me...

Anyway i am sorry...
i wont say thank you..
cause i really hate u~~

哇哈哈。。。
我没事，发癫下而已。。

我...回来了，是不是？？？